So I start work on Sunday. So freakin nervous I could throw up.....again. I mean Im excited yes and the extra cash is just what we need AND its only 2 freakin days a week but I cant help but be somewhat scared. I know I will miss Kadin. Doesnt matter that its only 2 days. It will break my mommy heart to leave him on Sunday.
Hasan likes to go on and on about the things he will get done around the house while Im at work. Hmmmm we shall see. Kadin may have something to say about that.
Oh and praise the lord above folks (whatever lord that may be) the Hai family here has an air conditioner!! WOOT!! WOOT!! Thanks to the generosity of the original Hai family - Kadin's dadi and abu-jan - everyone here, especially Kadin, is sleeping much better. Thank you....
Kadin has so much personality now. Thats not to say he didnt have it before but as he gets older I can see so many changes in him. Somedays I fear my chest will explode from the love I feel. I find myself staring at him, quietly crying....only because the pure love I feel is so overwhelming. The look in his eyes, the silly sounds he makes, the way he uses the hallway as his own personal race track, his gaze at the TV whenever Beyonce sings, the shrill giggle as he chases Grady around the apartment.....they are all such perfect examples of every reason I love Kadin more then anything/one I have ever loved. Its such a cliche but Kadin is truly my life and everyday I thank whoever decided I deserved him.
Onto something a little less emotional and more...ummm shall I say.....man-dumb. heheh Hasan went into the local Superstore today to buy formula for Kadin. He returned with a can that has a work out dvd attached. For new moms ya know. Nice. Real nice Hasan. Of course he swears they had no other choices for him to make. MmmHmmm....ok I do believe him. It was just fun to make him think I was mad and hurt. NOOOO it wasnt!!! Im kidding. ;)
Father's Day is Sunday in case anyone forgot. Or as we like to call it here "Abu's Day".